上個星期在開車到律師樓簽約的途中，收音機播放了一首我一聽就喜歡的新歌，認真聽歌詞不禁開始冒冷汗，歌唱者的聲音一聽更是不得了，女聲是前年被男友打得很慘的Rihanna，男聲是從出道就一直上社會版的Eminem，他跟前妻Kim分分合合的暴力婚姻也常讓人咋舌。

 

回到家，馬上到Yahoo Music找MV，果然跟我想的一樣，MV拍得很有張力，片中主角也找了當紅的Megan Fox跟Dominic Monaghan，片中的暴力都被美化了，好像主角很享受爭吵後的親吻，享受暴力後的激情。年輕時，有時也很愛玩類似的遊戲，年齡愈長愈來愈不能接受這種吵吵鬧鬧的相處模式。現在，我很肯定自己痛恨男生打女生，當然也不喜歡女生動粗，有啥事不能好好談? 一定要動手? 吵吵鬧鬧的生活品質真的很差，用拳頭處理事情就更要不得了。

 

在七夕情人節前夕，祝情侶們、夫妻們都甜甜蜜蜜的。

情人節快樂!

 

 

 

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

 

謝謝好友jun10的提醒

婦女保護您專線 113

男性關懷專線: 0800-013-999